I feel as though I am totally turned around and knotted up...
Three days ago, I was in absolute peace, really not questioning anything about my direction in life, and then I had a sort of epiphany... I realized that yes I have grown a lot, and learned a lot, but I am still at a loss for what actions to take, what decisions to make. I am intricately wired to do God's work, does that mean I am on the right course of action? I know that great potential with bad motivation can be destructive. I feel like I have been not paying attention to what God wants me to do as of late...
The facts are, I am a junior in college with two more years left, and I am a lead guitarist in a band getting ready for a two week tour of japan. I never thought i'd tour in a foreign country ever ever, but here I am. I went through the hell of the last semester to bring me here, met some great people along the way, and I feel that God's purpose is being played out, but am I letting somethings get me distracted? I for sure think I am playing way too many video games, but what about other things...
who really can tell, all I know is that I am going to do some serious soul searching over the next week and try to come up with the ideas that God wants me to have...
